It's time to run, time to hide... It's time to know, time to write.
You go, I'll stay alone, alone and fearless. You go. Leave me - I wish I had never met you. But wait...
You can't leave that soon, I already miss you. I never told you what I felt, never felt what I wanted to tell. Begging you for another moment, so stay for a life with me. I should have realized before how much you mean to me. Now I can't, now I won't. You came and you stayed, you broke my mind into a thousand memories. And pasted them back together.
Please, go now. I want to go on all by myself, I don't need to need you. Why the hell are you standing there, so quiet, so still? Fade. Erase my future with you. Rewind. Put my own words into a wrong order. I'll never speak again.
My thoughts are blurry and I don't seem to understand what I'm doing. But you always do.
Time to run, time to write. Time to know, time to hide.
I can barely move. I can hardly look. It is your smile again. I wasn't strong enough to tell you how beautiful you are. Because I hate your face. I hate those transparent grey eyes of yours. And your pale skin. Your dirty-blonde hair and especially your smile. And so I adore you. Although you've fallen away from all your fair promises. I felt envy of your words. You seemed to be choosing, one by one, the most beautiful words from a dictionary. They sounded like tinkling of bells, or even more magical, even more wonderful.
How did you get so close to me? Who are you?